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&so much emotions going on; [Aug. 18th, 2008|01:41 pm]
[SERIOUSLY FEEL | amazedbymyfriends(:]
[LET ME BE YOUR DJ |second serenade- fall for you]

hah! 
well, finally it's holidays!!!
weeeeeeeeeee!
&I am soo failing tanyewkong's paper=/
urgh. 

and SINGAPORE LOST! at least a SILVER.
ah. expected anyways. 
ha! 
plus, it's more like china vs china kind of thing. 
eeeeeks>.

went out with darling clique again! 
saturday rocks!
yay!
LOVE THEM BIG TIME<3
we went to watch MEET DAVE although we wanted to watch LOVE GURU badly. 
hahaha
had great fun celebrating denise's birthday
hope you like your present :D
nd cam-whoring!!! 
wooooo~
will post the pictures when I feel like it. 
OMG. OMG. OMG. 
sooo many pictures to post. 
can't believe I even procrastinate when it comes to stuff like that. 
&yes! I LOVE THEM BIG TIME((: 

but sadly, when I reached home, I started emo-ing. 
=( 

&thanks fioNEH! 
seriously, hah! nd yeah. my first time saying this right. 
I shall say it here then. 
I LOVE YOU TOO GIRL(: 



sunday was OMG! 
too much emotions. 
want to die already. 
reached orchard on the spot
&the three princess was SUPA LATEXO 
hahahaXD
ruth and NEH! came and we headed to cine first since jiawen will be ultra late. 
heh. 
watched MONEY NO ENOUGH 2 $$$
stupid show. made me cry like madpig. 
made me think a lot. 
filial piety. 
real definition of being poor.
luckily I was sitted at the corner. 
hahaha! 
then we headed to taka pepperlunch. 
gave rach a SURPRISE! 
ha!
her expression was damn funny! XD
& I have no idea why, but she look so cute when she is working>. 
went shooooping! for lovely clothes for NEH! 
but she keep rejecting>. 
then we decided to go to STARBUCKS! 
thats when everything started. 
lovely heart to heart talk we had. 
&ruth! I really do want tobe closer. I'm serious!! 
okay, kind of weird if I express everything out here. 
but, yeah, there are still too many insecurities. 


I'm happy that I've told you how I feel. 
&I am indeed surprised. yes. I am. happy kind of surprise actually. 
but I believe you do know that I am someone who needs tons of assurance. >. 
TONS! 
=/

&yes. I feel very blessed to have great great great friends. 
Friends who don't fnd me a bother even though I emo lots. 
LMAOXD
Friends whom I can throw vulgarities at and he will stIll happily accept it. XD
ha! you know who you are huh, mr kanasai! 
&mr sarcastic, ha! you better tell me whats happening. I'M WORRIED OKAY>.
Friends whom I can confide to and chat like there is no tomorrow! 
I LOVE THEM BIG TIME((: 
but there are still times, when I feel insignificant. &unwanted. like a fool.
you know, it's a feeling where you feel that they prefer others than you. 
aiya. no one really knows how it feels. 


&&I want to be a friend to them too. A great friend to them. 
Someone whom they can share all their shit with. 
damn those insecurities. 
oh and melissa! 
I MISS YOU>. 
but I really need to say this, the feeling won't go, I don't know why, but I will still try(: 
I really hope you understand. 


&so much more to say. 
indescribable. 
amazed by the things you do. 
I still do. 
I dont know how you do the things you do. 


my dear, I still think it's better this way
it's over. 


&take my tears;                                                          I want to lose them. 


fav pic of the day>.


(I love this part of the song)
I swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find. 

awwwwww. so suh-weet okay! 
hahaha. 
BYE. 
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! [Aug. 13th, 2008|03:17 pm]
[SERIOUSLY FEEL | high]
[LET ME BE YOUR DJ |lonestar- amazed]

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DENISE!!! 
LOVE YOU BITCH! 
YOU KNOW I DO.

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&just as friends; [Aug. 13th, 2008|12:54 am]
[SERIOUSLY FEEL | bullied! by mr kanasai!]
[LET ME BE YOUR DJ |robbie williams- better man]

&I thought with time you'd realise;                                                         it's over, over


I MISS MELISSA! 
DO YOU MISS ME? 
BUM BUM! 
&DEAR, IF YOU HAVE ANY THINGY TALK TO ME! 
READ YOUR BLOG. 
WHAT HAPPENED HUH!
LOVING YOU! 



EVERYONE IS EVIL TO ME TODAY! 
I HATE YOU GUYS! 

highlight! hoping to see something juicy? 
hah! fat hope. 
kidding!
just bored>.





NOT!
HAIZ. HOW TO HATE WHEN YOU GUYS ROCKS.
EVIL PIECE OF SHIT YOU PEOPLE. 


iloveyou.nomore. the past. yes I do love you. 
as a friend=/
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